Friday, March 19, 2010
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
new blog
i have a new blog and have actually been writing over there for about a year now. I've switched my focus to fashion. so check it out!
http://soulfishing.tumblr.com
http://soulfishing.tumblr.com
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
1/3 of a lung and still smoking
people are stupid about smoking.
if you only have 1/3 of your one lung still working and you decide to continue to smoke- you are an idiot! and not only an idiot for yourself but you are carelessly using medicare to help pay for your medical needs which is coming out of tax payers pockets. so, you know what- don't work. keep smoking, keep using the government and taking from it everything that you can. You will be dead soon- (oh, right- you didn't think smoking could kill!) and one less free loader to think about.
if you only have 1/3 of your one lung still working and you decide to continue to smoke- you are an idiot! and not only an idiot for yourself but you are carelessly using medicare to help pay for your medical needs which is coming out of tax payers pockets. so, you know what- don't work. keep smoking, keep using the government and taking from it everything that you can. You will be dead soon- (oh, right- you didn't think smoking could kill!) and one less free loader to think about.
week one
so it's been about a week since my doctors appointment. and these are the things i've learned about my eating habits and what foods my stomach does not like:
I usually eat really good (meaning healthy, low calorie and low carb) until about 10pm. after that time, it all goes down hill. which really sucks for me, because since i work at night I eat really late and that even carries on to the nights i'm not working.
I had a moment today- i was watching a tv show and a girl i went to college with was in it. and she looked pretty amazing. she never looked amazing and now she looks amazing. so immediately I wanted to kill myself and start throwing up everything i had eaten all day (but i hate throwing up, even when i'm sick i'd rather not throw up, so needless to say, i didn't throw up).
so, anyway, i dont know what all this means except that i had a moment and i don't like the way i look anymore and that directly is affecting how i feel about myself. so blah. i feel blah.
I usually eat really good (meaning healthy, low calorie and low carb) until about 10pm. after that time, it all goes down hill. which really sucks for me, because since i work at night I eat really late and that even carries on to the nights i'm not working.
I had a moment today- i was watching a tv show and a girl i went to college with was in it. and she looked pretty amazing. she never looked amazing and now she looks amazing. so immediately I wanted to kill myself and start throwing up everything i had eaten all day (but i hate throwing up, even when i'm sick i'd rather not throw up, so needless to say, i didn't throw up).
so, anyway, i dont know what all this means except that i had a moment and i don't like the way i look anymore and that directly is affecting how i feel about myself. so blah. i feel blah.
Friday, October 03, 2008
fun facts!
After the recent debate and listening to CNN about their "fact checker", i checked it out. I also found this article on MSN.com. I find it extremely interesting that these people go on national tv and talk about numbers and quotes and voting histories that aren't always the truth. I mean, yeah, I can make anything look better than it actually is or worse depending whos side i'm on. And since the majority of Americans aren't up to date on how many times so-in-so voted on this or on that--- no one would be ever the wiser! oh, how i love the internet!
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/27001026/
Check it out!
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/27001026/
Check it out!
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
Diet
So, I went to the doctor today because my stomach hurts all the time and i was put on a diet. Mainly to find out which foods make my stomach hurt and which ones don't and how my body processes them. I also have to make a food diary and in two weeks go back to her. After I eat I'm supposed to take note of how I feel. I'm to eat whatever I would normally eat, just take note of how it makes me feel. (not supposed to drink diet drinks and when i eat tacos- i told her i eat a lot of tacos- i should eat them with a corn tortilla. worse two things ever.)
So here we go...
oct. 1, 2008
Three cups of water - 12pm - felt thirsty
Chicken Breast, sweet potato, diet coke - 2pm - felt hungry and still hungry. my meal also came with mac and cheese but it was cold so i didn't eat it. the diet coke tasted great. i'm not supposed to drink diet coke anymore. ugh.
Crackers - 4pm - very salty and delicious.
2 oreos - 5:30pm - wanted something sweet. they were just ok actually. maybe almost stale.
a couple more glasses of water- 7:15pm
a few carrots with ranch dressing - 7:45pm (my work had them) they were ok. the dressing was weird.
so, i'll keep posting when i eat more. it already seems like i've eaten a lot today. and i'm hungry right now. writing and thinking about food so much might not be a good thing...
So here we go...
oct. 1, 2008
Three cups of water - 12pm - felt thirsty
Chicken Breast, sweet potato, diet coke - 2pm - felt hungry and still hungry. my meal also came with mac and cheese but it was cold so i didn't eat it. the diet coke tasted great. i'm not supposed to drink diet coke anymore. ugh.
Crackers - 4pm - very salty and delicious.
2 oreos - 5:30pm - wanted something sweet. they were just ok actually. maybe almost stale.
a couple more glasses of water- 7:15pm
a few carrots with ranch dressing - 7:45pm (my work had them) they were ok. the dressing was weird.
so, i'll keep posting when i eat more. it already seems like i've eaten a lot today. and i'm hungry right now. writing and thinking about food so much might not be a good thing...
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Even Antarctica loves SHRIMP!
Thought this was pretty awesome- because I love shrimp!
Shrimp-Like Fossil Confirms Antarctica Was Once Warmer
Michael Reilly, Discovery News e-mail share bookmark print
Warm-Weather Creature July 23, 2008 -- Windswept and frigid, Antarctica's Dry Valleys region is among the most inhospitable on Earth. But it wasn't always that way.
Scientists have discovered the fossil of a 14 million-year-old crustacean lurking in the sediments of an ancient lake. Together with well-preserved mosses, these tiny cousins of shrimp -- called Ostracods -- offer new evidence that the icy continent was once much warmer.
Led by Mark Williams of the University of Leicester in the United Kingdom, a team of researchers sifted through sediments left by the ancient Lake Boreas, looking for signs of Antarctica's climate history. What they found stunned them.
"One of my students working on a microscope said 'could there be little eyes staring back at me?'" Allan Ashworth of North Dakota State University in Fargo said. "I said 'No,'" but further examination proved that's exactly what they were -- Ostracod eyes.
Some 60,000 species of Ostracods thrive today around the planet in both fresh and salt water. The tiny invertebrates are found in places where summer temperatures are as low as 5 degrees Centigrade (41 degrees Fahrenheit). But there are none alive in the Antarctic Dry Valleys, where the austral summer averages between -15 and -20 degrees C (5 to -4 degrees F).
Scientists know that Antarctica used to be much warmer -- fossil leaves from ancient plants have been found to exist up until around 40 million years ago, and pollen has been dated to as early as 20 million years ago.
to view full article:
http://dsc.discovery.com/news/2008/07/23/antarctica-fossil.html
Shrimp-Like Fossil Confirms Antarctica Was Once Warmer
Michael Reilly, Discovery News e-mail share bookmark print
Warm-Weather Creature July 23, 2008 -- Windswept and frigid, Antarctica's Dry Valleys region is among the most inhospitable on Earth. But it wasn't always that way.
Scientists have discovered the fossil of a 14 million-year-old crustacean lurking in the sediments of an ancient lake. Together with well-preserved mosses, these tiny cousins of shrimp -- called Ostracods -- offer new evidence that the icy continent was once much warmer.
Led by Mark Williams of the University of Leicester in the United Kingdom, a team of researchers sifted through sediments left by the ancient Lake Boreas, looking for signs of Antarctica's climate history. What they found stunned them.
"One of my students working on a microscope said 'could there be little eyes staring back at me?'" Allan Ashworth of North Dakota State University in Fargo said. "I said 'No,'" but further examination proved that's exactly what they were -- Ostracod eyes.
Some 60,000 species of Ostracods thrive today around the planet in both fresh and salt water. The tiny invertebrates are found in places where summer temperatures are as low as 5 degrees Centigrade (41 degrees Fahrenheit). But there are none alive in the Antarctic Dry Valleys, where the austral summer averages between -15 and -20 degrees C (5 to -4 degrees F).
Scientists know that Antarctica used to be much warmer -- fossil leaves from ancient plants have been found to exist up until around 40 million years ago, and pollen has been dated to as early as 20 million years ago.
to view full article:
http://dsc.discovery.com/news/2008/07/23/antarctica-fossil.html
Monday, May 26, 2008
Romeo is the cutest dog ever!
and he's mine! well, ours. These are some of the newest pictures of our family.
more funny pictures
bob got me addicted to this website : faildog.com so check it out and see all the cute dogs failing! love it!
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
i just heard something that was upsetting...
If you ever think "well, it's jade, so..." again- we should just stop talking immediately. we should just stop being friends. that way maybe you will take those ideas and thoughts seriously, and i don't have to be involved at all.
so, on that note- good luck with it. because at this point, i'm damned if i do and damned if i don't. I prefer the don't.
so, on that note- good luck with it. because at this point, i'm damned if i do and damned if i don't. I prefer the don't.
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